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alex n pals la fires charity stream

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so i think it was yesterday? (as of writing this) when alex hirsch graced us with this wondorous tweet that made me tweak the fuck out.

you can donate here!!!

so i think it should be obvious why i started freaking out. you know. the elephant in the room that won't stop staring at me (EEK!) so unbeknownst (lol that's a funny word) to EVERYONE. because you guys don't really know me. i've actually been having a pretty shitty year so far. AND I KNOW...it's only the very beginning of 2025...BUT!!! man...from being incredibly confused about my future and finding out the career i've always wanted to work in doesn't have a viable industry anymore. being ecstatic at the fact that people on tiktok really like my art to finding out IT'S LITERALLY GETTING SHUT DOWN FOR REALS. being reminded of things from my past that i just do NOT want to remember...mental illness mental illness i have problems blah blah anxiety at an all time high. OH YEAH. i live in LA btw. you know how everything here is fucking burning? yeah???? fortunately, i am incredibly lucky to be living in an area that has not needed to evacuate. HOWEVER, around a week ago, i got the worst scare of my life when an evacuation warning was sent to my phone. turns out the whole thing was a mistake. yeaaaahhhh thanks for making my anxiety spike really bad for no reason. ok but enough about my shitty life and back onto the topic at hand: YAOI.

uhh...it's for charity! EIGUUEWOHFIPJNWVBGJUOIEN this was literally all i thought about all day yesterday AND today. i never got to see any of the previous draw-a-thons LIVE so i was super duper hype to be able to see one live!!! plus, seeing all of the awesome items go up for auction was soooooo cool. oh my god. ok before ANYTHING i have to talk about some of the gravity falls stuff that went up cause UGH. IM SUGOI-ING THE FUCK OUT. OK.

ok im gonna try to just pick a handful cause i don't want to have ALL of the tbob skecthes clog up this thing. BUT THE BILL VALENTINE SKECTHES. YOU ARE NOW MY WIFE. PLUS!! BORD SKETCHES. DUDE... FUCK, YES. i love these little sticky notes Guys looking at concept art is always so fun to me. i Love seeing the bare idea conveyed so simplistically. peak.

FIDDLEFORD. WHY WAS HE CUT OUUUTTTTTT. we could've had fiddleford being apart of the pines family realness...the fiddauthor crumbs were taken away from us Sigh. i saw this and then i saw someone edit the finalized version to include fiddleford and i started tweaking tf out.

oh my god. there's a lot to look at here, too much actually!!! first of all... COLLEGE FIDDS CONCEPT. GAAAHH THE NERD LOOK AT HIM. him and college ford... they look so sugoi not a single thought behind those eyes... THE BONG. HEEELPPP THE BOONNGG THEY HIT THE PENTAGONNNNTHYEEEY HIT THE FUCKING PENTAGONNNN. AND WHY ARE THEY STUFFED IN THE SAME LOCKER???? HELP?????? GET THEM OUUUTT WHO.. IN...the world.... they're so cuteness. college fiddauthor the creatures. sigh everytime i think of fiddleford i'm filled with an immense amount of sadness. like before i sleep i think about him and i'm like... damn......

lol i just wanted to put this here cause i think it's so funny how bill put "BETRAYER" under ford like this guy CANNOT be for real. and that's all i'll show caauusseee i cannot go on ten thousand tangents...

dawn of the stream.

so remember the post linked right at the top? it seems like everyone had a worm in their brain that told them to redraw the UHH...IT'S FOR CHARITY!!!! yaoi in their artstyles/aus. if you were to look up the billford tag on twitter after alex's tweet was posted, literally all of the most recent posts were redraws. glorious, so glorious. this tweet sums up my experience.

AND OF COURSE!!!!! seeing everyone come together and rejoice in billford inspired me to do my own redraw. sugoi.

putting aside the obvious lol hahaha yaoi it was really awesome to see everyone come together and support the charity stream like this!!! so many people in LA have been negatively affected by these fires and the fact that everyone in the community was coming together to show their support (albiet in a funny way) was super nice to see.

THE STREAM.


shadow joined me!

WOOAAHH OKAAYY BUDDY WOAH HERE WE GO. i have lots and lots and lots of pics and videos personally taken by me!!! i know that there's high res stuff online now, but something about taking the pics and videos myself...idk it just feels fulfilling to me LOL.

SO. the stream was to start at 6:00pm PST (originally 5:00pm but it got pushed back!) i logged into my VERY OLD AND UNTOUCHED SINCE MIKU EXPO 2021 ONLINE twitch acc earlier in the day and sat down in anticipation...THE CHAT WAS GOING CRAAZZYY!!!! everyone typing random shit and having fun blah blah blah. chat so crazy can't take them ANYWHERE!!!! AND THEN THE STREAM STARTED!!!! and then there were technical difficulties. AND OOHHHH IT'S UP AGAIN. and oh it's gone Again. OHMYGOODD WE'RE SO BACK. GUYS WHERE DID YOU GOOOO GUYYYSSS.

6:47pm - STREAM OFFICIALLY STARTS!!!

EEEEEEE OK SO despite MANY technical difficulties... WE MADE IT!!!!!! and oh... was it worth THE WAIT. AAUUGHH. before i start going into more insanity i'd like to give a BIG HUGE ENORMOUS THANK YOU to everyone involved in this stream. truly, i cannot stress this enough. everyone here was absolutely incredble.

AAUUUGGGHH WE'RE SO BACK. OK SO I HAVE... I HAVE RIGHT OFF THE BAT. GRUNKLE STAN READS THE CHAT!!!!!!

APOLOGIES FOR THE WEIRD CAMERA SHIFT THINGY ANGLE WHATEVER!!!! my other videos will not have this problem... :3 AAIOJFU9EHUEGRBG THEY HITT THEY HITT THE FUCKING PENTAGONNN.. OHMYOGDDD.. fiddle...stan. AUUHG HOT BELGIAN WAFFLESS WHAAT WHATA FIDDLESTAN MENTION I LITERALLY WENT FUCKING CRAZZYYY FUCCKK.A FUCK. fuck man. fuck this gravity falls shit get sos erious. somebodyhelp. me. AAAAHHHH. any fiddlestan fans here. save me.

im only now just realizing hoe terrible the quality is... -_- make sure to go on fullscreen + change the quality to 1080p to get the highest res possible! ( it's still kind of ass nonetheless LOL) BUT!!!! steve was going to have little arms... the FREAK. would pay good money to see him get torn into tiny little pieces.

UNUSED TBOB PAGES!!!!!! WHO CHEEEREEDDD AAGGHHH. dramatically read by bill. put me in the fun zone.

AAGGGHHHH HEELLPP I WAS TRYING SO HARD NOT TO LAUGH YOU CAN SEE MY CAMERA SHAKING SO BAD WHEN THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT THE COLONOSCOPIG. THROUGHOUT THR WHOLE PLAY I WAS STRUGGLING. TRY NOT TO LAUGH CHALLENGE. and this is where the 50k stretch goal was reached!!!!! the second hydrogen bomb will detonate soon. HOWEVER. the first bomb. words cannot describe the feeling i felt when the billford drawing came into view. what do you mean . like none of this is real this CANNOT be real right???? WHY IS FORD MAKING OUT WITH BILL'S BOWTIE I CANT. somtimes... when you're trying to save........ thr town... HEELLPPP THE POWER OF LOVE.... WITH THE POWER OF LOVE YOU too can conquer all.........




the EVERYONE DRAW WADDLES segment. so sugoiness. so cuteness. love this pig so much.

funny requests i got videos of LMFAO THE MOTORCITY REQUEST. I AHVE NO IDEA WHAT THAT SHOW IS BUT I RESPECT THE DEDICATION SO MUCH. also mullet stanley... we won i fear. BTW SORRY FOR THE WEIRD CAMERA ANGLE AGGAAINN IDK WHAT HAPPENED. also you can hear me gasp in the beginning for the mullet stanley request... idk wtf happened LOL

i feel like i can die in peace now. not really because if i die I CAN'T REWATCH THIS CLIP TEN THOUSAND TIMES ANYMORE. i've rewatched tjis. so . many ..utimes. i genuinely think i might have a problem. this literally made ym WHOLE YEAR. NO JOKE. FUCK. SHIT. FUCK SHIT BALLS FUCK SHIT BALLS YAOI FUCK MY STUPID BAKA SUGOI YAOI GAY SEX LIFE. this cured everything. it cured my asthma. my dog poseiond is rejoicing with me right now. yes, my dog loves stanford. problem? GTFO. also can i talk about how big of a gay loser nerd ford is. like i knew he was one OBVIOSULY but i feel like this clip amplified it ten thousand times more. "unusualologist". no normal person is calling themselves that. the rest i can excuse because HE IS an old fart. but the whole self proclaimed UNUSUALOLOGIST thing i CANNOT excuse. you are a nerd. i love you.

motorcity yaoi request. i cheered.

OMG OK SO VOLUME WARNING NEAR THE END CAUSE I FREAK OUT WHEN PHOENIX GETS ADDED TO THE WHEEL. people who KNOW me KNOW i DO NOT PLAY ABOUT ACE ATTORNEY. AAGGHHH also you can see my requests there.... miku.... reigen.... the onceler........

ok so i just reached my daily upload limit on utube LMAO soooo errrmm ill be moving on to just pics now hahah OH ANNNDDD IF IVE GOT CLIPS FROM TWT ILL JUST PUT THOSSEEE

MULLET STANLEY AAAUUGGHHH OH YM GOD . IC HEERED SO LOUD. i have a clip of alex usiing stanley's voice and saying suuuupperrrmmaann but erm. daily upload limit reached! LMAO.

this. i love this. OMMGGG I WISH I GOT THE CLIP OF ALEX SAYING WHY SOOSERIAALL IN BILL'S VOICE BUT I DIDN'T GET IT ARRGGHHH. why am i complaining when the full stream was uploaded onto youtube LOL.

wipper.

around here is when alex talks about a cut page of tbob that was about ciphertology!! he says somethinig along the lines of like ohh nobody really cares about this old timey stuff which is just WRONG. SO WRONG. GUESS WHO CARES.... THIS GUY!!!!!! months ago i was thinking about how gravity falls could be used in things like digital and analog (help?) horror. and. yeah i know both of these terms are probably watered down to hell now but i still think the potential is there! i think ciphertology could definetly be used in some sort of analog horror, but you'd have to skew around with the canon dates a bit because i dont think video camera were invented in 1902....also the ciphertology founder guy could have met blendin blandin... peak

alex says WHYY SO SERIOUUSS in bill's voice here ONCE AGAIN I WISH I COULD SHOW YOU GUSYM CLIP BUT AAGGHHH

tadwright... tad strange and phoenix wright. YUP. THIS IS IT. FUCK. FUUCCCKKK DUDE. ok so AAGGGUIGHIHGIWPJFOOHIOEWF I DO NOTT PLAAYYYYYYY ABOUT ACE ATTORNEY. i was giggling the whole time seeing this i love it i love it so much.... i really want to draw fanart of them now That's how brainrotted i am. tadwright you will always always always remain in my heart... love conquers alll.........

bill with LONG LEGS!!! they tried to put me on the cover of vouge.....

pyramid steve mating ritual. UNBESTEVEABLE!!!!!!!

another ship from the ship wheel...walter white and wolverine....true love Can Conquer All.

THIS. THIS FUCKING THING. HEELLPPPP OHMY GOD. billplankton and fordsponge

THE SWEETEST THING EVER. OH MY GOD. THIS IS SO CUTENESS I ACTUALLY STARTED WEEPING. alex in bill's voice says AHAHAHAHAHA I'M THE TRIFORCE IM ONE THRID OF THE TRIFORCE AHAHAHAHAH

GOD I WISH I COULD UPLOAD THE CLIP FOR THIS. BUT ALEX DOES A FORD IMPRESSION AND SAYS weelll you're not aerodynamic but MAYBE if i HUP-- and then in bill's voice: AGH--

THE CUTEST MOST CUTEST CUTENESS THING IVE EVER SEEN.

THIS AWESOME CROSSOVEROHMYGOODDDDDDDDDD. FUCCKKK LITERALLY SO AWESOMENESS. omg imagine dipper telling dib about crash site omega.... dib would Freak. by the waysies now is a good time to mention the karoke.... GOD I WISH I COULD SHARE MY VIDEO OF JASON SINGING PINK PONY CLUB. THAT WAS PEAKNESS.

nobody speak to me for the next ten shousand billion trillion five billion years.

this is peak billford to me.

AAUDGSOUHFIEOHFIASBCUOABCJSBCJDBVHYDGFUEIEJTORKORKGVNSJDKCBHASVATTYGEFUIRJGOPMWVKDNCBIAHSVDYASGUSAJDOEIROIRYTYRJCCXCNMSCBBHDGFEIRTIEOPWOWOWUEUEGFBNSK

AND HERE'S THE LAST THING!!!!!! this was shown near the very end of the stream. and even though it's non-canon i still WANT to talk about it. i saw some people taking the title literally and saying wait... so euclydians didn't have eyes at all??? which if you read the poem... specifically the stanza that says "NOT X, NOT Y, BUT z! HE PREACHED" this shows that eulydians COULD see they DID have eyes, they were blind in the sense that hey couldn't see up and down like bill could. a lot of people have also pointed out how this poem hints to the fact that bill's parents didn't treat him the best, and i think the final stanzas really highlight that. however, i think it was already a known fact that bill's parents obviously abused him with the medication they forced him to take. this situation is tricky though because i do believe that bill's parents DID love him, they just let what THEY believed what was best for their child get in the way of bill's wellbeing. AND THIS ISNT ME EXCUSING THEIR BEHAVIOR BY THE WAY!!!! BECAUSE I DO NOT!!!! sooo i think the covered part is obviously just describing how bill destroyed euclydia. but like even if . i know what it probably is.... I STILL WANT TO SEE IT WHY IS IT VOERED IF THIS IS NON-CANON. FUCCCKKKK. canon or non-canon i WILL ALWAYS eat up anything related to bill's backstory. yummers.

ok that's all i have BBBYYYEEEEEEEE


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